yesteday my momwa s like “its just a recital why do you nget so nervous about this stuff its just u play and go!!” and i asked her if shed ever done recitals before and she was like “no….but have you ever taken finals for 10 subject in on day??” like..that hs NOTHING to do with playing the piano in front of a bnch of people who are there to judge you but ok!!! ok!